Remember

“Wondering about where to turn,
Unsure if giving up would be enough
To cause the worries to hide
Instead of letting them free, watching me die.

Come back to me,
You’re the strength that I need.
Please come back to hold me
And join all the broken pieces that surround me.

I’m lacking something.
Something that glues me in the darkest moments
Perceiving the closest path to the happiest time of living
As I follow its guide, pretending I didn’t notice.

Now it’s all gone.
I am gone.
Shattered. Broken,
Due to words that were spoken.

I am broken, but it is in chaos that I shall grow.
I am tired, disappointed,
Just as it happened
Not that long ago.

Nothing makes sense,
The air is too cold for a spring soul,
The breath is too short for a dreamer.
The feelings, however, are always intense.

Bits and pieces; there’s no longer a whole.
I am growing, I must remember.
Making my way out of the hole,
I am growing… I must remember.”

Ana

Originally posted: May 5, 2015